Rainy day 01/10

..well this is frustrating..my first attempt at a blog post and it all got deleted..anyway..I was going about my new developed pessimistic attitude..and I know my heart's not where's its supposed to be. I need to know there's hope out there in the world that there's some good people left. You'll probably see more of me..or not but I need a outlet for the many things that go through my mind...